Samhain

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This last year has been a good one for me, lots of cleaning of negative emotions and full of a bountiful harvest of joy, laughter, life and love. I have determined what is important to me and I have removed from my life that which was negative to me as a human being. There was healing and there was fire that caused even more healing to occur. The good news is most of the changes were ones that I instigated and the ones that I didn’t were needed no matter how much I went kicking and screaming along the way.

I have been blessed with wonderful friendships and I have been saddened by the loss of others. But as with all of life, things happen in cycles and you flow along with the ebbs and the flows and you live.

This year as I go to make my normal blessings to the Universe, I only have one thing to say:

Thank you…

Posted on October 31st 2007 in MsTiara's Thoughts, Universe

Birth of the Frito

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http://www.npr.org/templates/story/story.php?storyId=15377830

I heard this story on the way to work this morning. Not only is it an amazing story about a man who is driven to make things successful, but I love the fact that the man who made the Frito Lay and the Cheeto was a Health Nut and later become a vegetarian. His kids wouldn’t have Frito’s in their lunch boxes and when he brought them home from the plant, he pulled them from the conveyor belt, before the sugar was added.

Posted on October 30th 2007 in MsTiara's Thoughts

NaNoWriMo

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The month of November is National Novel Writing Month (NaNoWriMo), it is a challenge to people who want to write a novel to write a 50,000 word novel in one month’s time frame (November 1st – November 30th). The website http://www.nanowrimo.org/ describes it as:

What is NaNoWriMo?

National Novel Writing Month is a fun, seat-of-your-pants approach to novel writing. Participants begin writing November 1. The goal is to write a 175-page (50,000-word) novel by midnight, November 30.

Valuing enthusiasm and perseverance over painstaking craft, NaNoWriMo is a novel-writing program for everyone who has thought fleetingly about writing a novel but has been scared away by the time and effort involved.

Because of the limited writing window, the ONLY thing that matters in NaNoWriMo is output. It’s all about quantity, not quality. The kamikaze approach forces you to lower your expectations, take risks, and write on the fly.

Make no mistake: You will be writing a lot of crap. And that’s a good thing. By forcing yourself to write so intensely, you are giving yourself permission to make mistakes. To forgo the endless tweaking and editing and just create. To build without tearing down.

As you spend November writing, you can draw comfort from the fact that, all around the world, other National Novel Writing Month participants are going through the same joys and sorrows of producing the Great Frantic Novel. Wrimos meet throughout the month to offer encouragement, commiseration, and—when the thing is done—the kind of raucous celebrations that tend to frighten animals and small children.

In 2006, we had over 79,000 participants. Nearly 13,000 of them crossed the 50k finish line by the midnight deadline, entering into the annals of NaNoWriMo superstardom forever. They started the month as auto mechanics, out-of-work actors, and middle school English teachers. They walked away novelists.

So, to recap:

What: Writing one 50,000-word novel from scratch in a month’s time.

Who: You! We can’t do this unless we have some other people trying it as well. Let’s write laughably awful yet lengthy prose together.

Why: The reasons are endless! To actively participate in one of our era’s most enchanting art forms! To write without having to obsess over quality. To be able to make obscure references to passages from our novels at parties. To be able to mock real novelists who dawdle on and on, taking far longer than 30 days to produce their work.

When: Sign-ups begin October 1, 2007. Writing begins November 1. To be added to the official list of winners, you must reach the 50,000-word mark by November 30 at midnight. Once your novel has been verified by our web-based team of robotic word counters, the partying begins.

Still confused? Just visit the How NaNoWriMo Works page!

Those who know me and love me know that I have always wanted to be a writer since I was a little girl, but have always kept it inside of me, never thinking that I was any good, never trying so that I could never fail. I keep on visiting this page, wanting to sign up, but so afraid of failing, so afraid that if I put myself out there that I will find out that I am not very good at all. The concept of that it is better to have a hidden dream than to put it out in the world and find out you are a failure.

My whole life I have just been good at things and then everything else seems to fall into place. My job was one of those things that just happened and my success isn’t about trying or doing it is just because. But, writing… Writing is something that you have to put your soul into, you have to listen to the voices inside of your head, you have to TRY and then you have to learn to let it all go and just BE, a very scary thing for a perfectionist.

Over the last several months I have been reading Neil Gaiman’s Journal ( http://www.neilgaiman.com/journal ) and his journal has encouraged my writing a lot. He talks about how he doesn’t know the whole story, how it twists and turns and sometimes surprises him and he is excited to read the next part of the story himself because he wonders how it will turn out. Neil is amazing, because he is a real person, who happens to write stories that are popular. He loves what he does. It isn’t about being great or bad, it is just what comes out of his head. I think that is how I want to be able to write.

Many of my friends are writers/authors and have considered themselves as such their whole lives. My writing always seems so very simple, lacks complexity, I don’t know that it isn’t very interesting? But, whenever I go back and read it, I am always amazed at what I wrote and it’s messages hidden away that I never even realized I had written.

Sigh, I guess I am trying to find the courage to sign up for the NaNoWriMo, 2 more days to decide.

Posted on October 29th 2007 in MsTiara's Thoughts, Writing

have you ever noticed?

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That when butterflies pass you that they are giggling?

Posted on October 24th 2007 in MsTiara's Thoughts

Threads of the Soul

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The threads that connect the souls of people are a variety of colors, slender, translucent energy that stretches from one part of your soul to the corresponding part of the other.

There are the common ones, love, hate, friendship, laughter, romance, trust; One after another. Sometimes they are share experiences and others are so fragile to start out with. Love, such a fine thread, thinner than a single piece of hair, so easily destroyed with but a misplaced breath, to build its thickness takes hundreds of moments of nurturing and belief, but still can be killed with but one thought.

The strongest is hate. Its thick and a sickly greenish red color, pulsing and spewing, the energy seems to be able to move between the other soul bonds, so easily cutting them away like acid. Hate is the hardest bond to cut between two people.

Then there are the bonds of the past, bonds of former life times. These bonds are shared memories and they glow so brightly when you first re-connect. But, if you don’t cherish them and the lessons they have to share, then they slowly deteriorate away until they are but shadows.

You can create new bonds in a life time, but to do so you need to believe and cherish them and not allow them to grow grey and weaken.

The sadness is that in this lifetime, people would rather live in shallowness than look at the soul bonds of a lifetime.

Posted on October 24th 2007 in MsTiara's Thoughts, Relationships, Universe

In the Present?

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When is a lie said with truth, truly a lie?

When is love really just a form of hate?

When is a dream a nightmare and a nightmare really a dream?

How can we know anything that is real when the world around us is but an illusion?
But we allow ourselves or maybe even create our own unhappiness.

Why?

Because it makes us feel alive.

We eat to feel alive
We love to feel alive
We hate to feel alive

We create drama to give us that transient moment to feel the center of something, anything, for but a brief single moment and then we focus on it for a lifetime.
We all need a story, how can we sit with the world around us, how can we sit with ourselves, unless we have a story to distract us from having to live with who we have become.

I am, I am…
I am the past…
I am the future…

How come no one is ever in the present?

Posted on October 24th 2007 in MsTiara's Thoughts

Stippy and Kitten

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Swimming among the coral reefs, fur flying and surrounded by her little air bubble, all the fishes came up to chatter and tell all the latest gossip of the sea, as they chattered and giggled Kitten shared some of her adventures above the water. All the fishes wanted to pet her silver fur and tell her how pretty she was, one silver fish stayed behind the others, shy and afraid to come under the notice of the fish who was able to walk on the land and fly in the air.

Kitten noticed the little fish and called her over. Her name was Strippy and upon her shoulder was a blue starfish, no bigger than Stars toe, but the perfect size of the mark on her forehead. Kitten swam over to the starfish and reached up to pet her. As Kitten shyly smiled at Strippy and her friend the starfish, she knew she had met another soul friend. She and Strippy both started talking together and then laughed as Strippy turned and called to Kitten to follow her and she would show her all the wonders of her world.

Posted on October 20th 2007 in Dragon and Kitten Adventures, Stories, Travel

Another Year Older…

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And another trip to Down Under…

I am about ready to head off to the wonderful world of Oz, yep that beautiful place where you can go and swim with the fishies in one of the 10 natural wonders of the world. I will be on a nice little yacht for a ‘boutique’ cruise sailing around the islands and swimming/diving among the reefs for the first 4 days of my trip before heading off to watch the cars go zooming around the track in Oz’ answer to South Beach (or the other way around, not quite sure which came first, the Duck or the Egg. Talking about Ducks… (we were, weren’t we?) I MUST finally due a Duck tour. )

Of course, I can’t help but live in the digital world (what’s the use of buying all the toys is you actually don’t use them?) so I of course will be wired for those that know how to get in touch with me.

So wishing all of you a ‘Good Day Mate’ and the ever present ‘No Worries’.

Posted on October 11th 2007 in MsTiara's Thoughts, Travel

One of those nights…

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I just enjoyed this journal entry from Jonathan Carroll. It stops you and makes you think.

One of those night dreams where you wake up and immediately think what was THAT all about? Where did THAT come from? The surreal mix of the very real, the sort of real, the strange, the impossible, the improbable, and a pinch of sexuality thrown in to the recipe to give it an even odder aroma and taste. When I have dreams like this I try to figure out what was going on there. Next I think don’t be stupid– it doesn’t signify anything. My brain’s just having a yard sale. Then I worry it might mean EVERYTHING and in it somewhere is the solution to all my problems, I just have to decode the dream’s peculiar hieroglyphics. In the end though I give up and mentally toss the whole thing into the back of my mind’s cluttered closet with all the other dust covered dreams that have piled up in there, unsolved, over the years.

Jonathan Carroll

Posted on October 10th 2007 in Jonathan Carroll, Quotes

Busy couple of weeks

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It has been a busy couple of weeks everyone. Not only am I getting ready to go to Australia in a week (I have decided to do a 3 day/3 night yacht cruise around the Great Barrier Reef this year before heading down for the race on the Gold Coast), but I also bought a new truck… Quite an experience buying the truck, trying to do everything from Dallas so that I could fly in Sunday morning, sign the papers and fly back Sunday afternoon. BTW, you can do all the pre-work in the world, but it is still a 4 hour experience, 2 hours just filling in the paperwork.

I have had 6 weeks off between races and I think I STILL managed to be on an airplane every other week for the last 6 weeks (I ‘guess’ that is better than being on an airplane EVERY week?)

Sadness, I was hoping to fly into New York to see my friends closing night at the end of the month, I was even going to bite the bullet and fly back from Australia on Monday and fly out to New York on Friday late evening (arriving early Saturday morning) so I could catch closing night. But, I would have no time at all with my friends there since the after-party is a private Halloween party at someone’s house. So, no Chocolate martini’s nor good conversation and no kick-ass shoes to wear just for the occasion. Flying in to see a 2 hour play and no time at all with friends just makes it a $400 play ticket and I love my friends writing and I am sure I will love my other friends directing and even the acting, but I think I will stay home and recover from jet-lag instead.

So, I got a friend a Nano as a gift and I thought ‘oh, I think I will get it engraved for them’. Sigh, let me tell you that I DO NOT recommend this. The engraving is done in CHINA and then shipped out from there. So, everyone, if you want it to arrive on a certain date DON’T order it online and get it engraved.

I was all excited that I was rolling off the project at the end of the year and sleeping for 2 months. But, I have just been extended all the way till the end of the project (end of March/Beginning of April), yay on money, boo on no sleep.

So, that is the round up to date… Hopefully in Australia I will have some time to finish my latest story and maybe write something new. Oh! Reminder! Need to buy some new travel writing books.

Posted on October 3rd 2007 in MsTiara's Thoughts
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