MsTiara’s Thoughts

Kitten is dreaming of clouds and flying and lots of laughter, when she hears a noise outside of the dreamlands. What an irritating noise she thinks, but the bed is so warm and comfy and how can you resist flying in the dreamlands with Dragon? The noise gets more distinct till she can make out words. It’s Astrid mumbling a good morning as she gets out of bed to take a shower. Ah, time to get up. But, I don’t want to wake up. Sometimes the dreamlands are so much more exciting than the human world. Flying, adventuring, exploring and access to anywhere in time and space, there are no limits in the dreamlands. But, Astrid wanted to live in physical form again and to be bound by the limits of the physical world and to be challenged by the experience called Life. Kitten almost didn’t join her this time, but she knew that not being with Astrid through a life time would be bad for both of them.

She worried about her though (okay, when didn’t she worry about her?) Astrid had learned and grown so much in the last lifetime that she couldn’t just give in and be like everyone else in this lifetime. She just wasn’t fitting in and felt lonely.

Kitten tried her hardest to enrich and nourish her soul, but sometimes you needed someone in human form to understand you also, rather than just your soul pet.

She remembered a moment back when Astrid was a little girl in school. She was so sweet and beautiful, blonde hair down to her waist, a perfect face like an angel and those beautiful aqua eyes of a dreamer. Astrid was so smart and everyone would go to her for help on their homework.

“Astrid, can you explain what this means to me?”

“How do you work out this problem?”

“Can you read this for me and help me word it better?”

Over and over people would ask for help all wanting something and pretending to be her friend. Till one day, Astrid actually believed that they all liked her. On Valentine ’s Day, Astrid saved up all her money and bought all her friends flowers. Each period, they would go around and give them out to the students. Everyone would receive theirs, Astrid would watch the guy come into the room, so excited, so shy, thinking her friends got her a flower. But, each time she was not called. I watched her sitting at her desk and while everyone else displayed their white carnations she had none. She would be smiling on the outside and pretending it didn’t matter, but insider her soul was crying. I was curled up inside her soul and over and over again I could feel her pain as she was shown that she was all alone and all those people pretended they were her friends just so they could use her. That she really wasn’t a person that people want for a friend.

I growled at everyone and hissed at the other kids soul pets. But, it didn’t help. That night I curled into her soul as she cried herself to sleep. It made me sad that no one realizes what a beautiful soul she is and how worthy she is of being loved.

As time went on, the two of us have had grand adventures together, flying above the sky in a hot air balloon while drinking tea and eating scones.

Kitten and Dragon found themselves in a room that seemed like it was made out of crystals. Beautiful shapes that flowed and melded. Some like snowflakes other jutting out of the wall like icebergs, no two alike. And the colors, some were so clear that when you looked inside they seemed to go on forever and ever. And some that that appeared white when you looked straight at them, but when you looked at it next to the whole, you could tell that is was unique, a whole different color than the others. Some blue, other were purple or green or yellow, or colors that there were no words for.

The most amazing thing about the room though, is that it sang. Beautiful notes, twining around each other, sometimes high layered with low notes and other times a deep low note with this high refreshing melody twisting through it, around it, dancing in the air. Then silence, that wasn’t silence like the music kept on playing, just with sounds that they couldn’t hear.

All the time Dragon and Kitten stood there they felt the music twine around them, then deep inside of them. Learning who and what they were, till the song that the crystals started to play was them. At that point, Dragon and Kitten’s bodies started to sing back, resonating with the crystals till they were one.

Kitten and Dragon knew all that the crystals knew and the crystals knew all that they knew. No words, no patterns, it was as they had always been one and just needed to learn how to connect to the patterns of life.

Well of course they are, they are energy. Just like you and I. I think of it like this…

You and I. We were part of the collective consciousness of the universe before time. We were pure energy and we were together/one along with the soul pets, which really are us. Then as the world(s) started to form into physical forms, we wanted to experience and grow and enjoy. But we couldn’t do it with all the knowledge we had as part of the collective consciousness. We needed to let that go for us to truly experience the physical form. So we learned, enjoyed and have decided to manifest into multiple life times and sometimes at the same time. However the soul pets are our ‘connection’ to the collective consciousness, the reality of our souls. They can even visit the different ‘us’ in the different physical forms/times that we may be experiencing right now. However, we have to focus on this physical time and being for us to truly enjoy it.

LOL, does any of that make sense?

Swimming among the coral reefs, fur flying and surrounded by her little air bubble, all the fishes came up to chatter and tell all the latest gossip of the sea, as they chattered and giggled Kitten shared some of her adventures above the water. All the fishes wanted to pet her silver fur and tell her how pretty she was, one silver fish stayed behind the others, shy and afraid to come under the notice of the fish who was able to walk on the land and fly in the air.

Kitten noticed the little fish and called her over. Her name was Strippy and upon her shoulder was a blue starfish, no bigger than Stars toe, but the perfect size of the mark on her forehead. Kitten swam over to the starfish and reached up to pet her. As Kitten shyly smiled at Strippy and her friend the starfish, she knew she had met another soul friend. She and Strippy both started talking together and then laughed as Strippy turned and called to Kitten to follow her and she would show her all the wonders of her world.

Impulse was flying high above the mountains and flying through the holes in the clouds as if they were his own personal playground. On his back was a small, cream colored kitten who was giggling the whole way and their delighted laughter flew out across the land and every time it landed upon the ground flowers would grow and once again the world was renewed and refreshed with joy and happiness and the scars of the war that had raged across the land started to heal.