Today was unfocused.  I didn’t have any meeting deadlines or travel that was focusing me NOT to dwell.  So instead I find myself reading the pathology report or researching or staring into the inside of my head.

I have researched wigs and breast reconstruction all trying to give me the feeling that whatever is thrown my way I can deal with it.

I decided to move forward with my MBA.  I start on August 1st.  I am hoping this is the right choice.  I only need to finish 3 classes in 6 months and I KNOW I can do that.